I have been struggling for so long whether to write this post.

Because it's about religion again. At last, i decided to post it on because this is the secret place for me to express my feeling and no one can stop me from doing so or writting anything that i want.

And i shall not think about the readers, whether they like to read it or not.

If YOU ever think that im too over to God, to this religion, oh...

You might have not seen those thousand times more faithful Christian.

Have been watching all concerts of Hillsongs United and music videos of Don Moen today

and im so sad to say that I dont have a sweet voice to worship You, Father God

I dont have great guitar, piano, violin skills to be part of the band members to worship You Father

I am new and there are a lot to be in stored for me, and i dont have the ability yet to preach.

I can do nothing for You Father, but only go for service every Sunday and say a little prayer to You every nite.

and yet You still giving me Your best plan that You had for me.

Yet You still love me and care for me and bless me all the time Father.

I have nothing for You Father, but

Two Hands One Heart and One Life I surrender to You Lord.